January 10th

thought about texting rita whats been going on but gahh thats a lot to dump on someone i just met so maybe i just leave it for now, i can try to see her again at the meetup this week if jackie doesnt want me for anything that day

im probably just not in the right state to be having normal conversations now more than ever, so much is happening i cant burden more people,, jackie already knows what a fucking mess i am