January 5th

oh god my parents found the hrt theyre gonna make me stop i cant live with this i cant live with them anymore how did they find it i swear they didnt care about me enough to snoop through my stuff anymore but ugh this is the last thing i need right now WHY DO THEY CARE WHY DO THEY FUCKING CARE theyve never expressed genuine care for me my whole life but as soon as i do something that they dont like its all “oh were just so worried for you” “were doing this because we love you and we want whats best for you” bullshit i see through that crap ugh

they havent taken any of it yet so i can grab it and sneak out today, its time to take jackies parents up on their offer and stay with them i guess

gonna be awkward i havent talked to jackie really at all since that fight but blegh :( im feeling bad about that whole thing now i hope shes cool with me being over, i kinda cant risk worrying about that i need to get out of here as quick as possible