February 5th

weird things going on today jackie woke up with that guilt face of hers i know and it just stayed the whole day, couldnt get through to her at all kinda sucked cause i wanted to go to the park with her but that coulndt happen :( she was more noncommunicative about it than usual which is a high bar so im really worried been stressed all day and her dismissal of my worry has not helped i hope things get better tomorrow