August 24th

wahhh had a hard talk today with jackie,,, i dont know how to handle these things but ummm i think it worked out but im worried, like i feel like i always have this worry in the back of my head shes gonna like leave me, like i guess its irrational i know she loves me we love each other we need each other but after today, maybe she has the same anxieties and god thats hard

were good for each other right? like we have to be were our only friends,, but we make each other upset sometimes and its been happening more lately

i dont think theres a version of us thats not friends